I feel miserable today. Everything seems to falling apart. I have lost the most important person in my life, whom I will never ever get to see or talk to.

To cope a loss is not easy. I have tried, yes I have tried to kick myself up and get going, but every time I kick myself up I just fall even harder.

Lost any and all interests. I don't know how will I ever be over come this.

It has been awful.

Sorry folks that you have to read this depressive post.